Mood:Over Joyed
Song of Choice:"Surreal" by Ayumi Hamasaki (Trance Version)
Topic: Nothing much
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 4 Days
Days Until Spring Break: 58
Ahhh I have an Ayumi layout!! Look look!! She’s so pretty…::sigh:: Okay lol Well welcome to the New layout made Courtesy of Peter himself everyone go to the comment box and praise Peter on his excellent job! look at this place AYUMI is on my website…aww it makes me feel special like you have no idea I mean man wow my site looks good for once I mean it always looked cute but not classy you know this this is perfect! Look at this the fonts all easy to read too not all small and itty bitty. OMG okay Jonnell you’re probably not understanding this but this is my Tairrie B okay I mean wow this girl is the hardest working singer I can think of I mean she has like 10 times as many CDs as Christina and Brittney and she’s there age! Plus she always looks classy and never ever slutty. Her lyrics are amazing I mean Lord! Wow Ayumi! I want to dress like her she’s so cool!! Ahh (okay this is my teen idol ladies and gentlemen I was never into Spear or Christina or Shakira or Thalia but Ayumi hands down yes!)
Okay now why the new layout well 1 year anniversary! Yes I know it’s a month away but let the festival begin ::Initiate happy Bunny dance neo Style:: okay okay now I’ve come a long way in the last year I think. I got past a very traumatizing relationship you know been rejected repeatedly but I’m still here you know I didn’t let the things that went horribly horribly wrong get me you know. I moved to a new place and sure the place sucks but along with the battalion of good friends from Columbus that got me through some of the hard times I got some here to Josh, Jonnell, Joel, Lisette, all very cool people! You know and I got past the dark age of depression and the whole let’s end it all crap I’ve come a ways. To think this website started on a horrible note but look it’s still going strong!
Anyway as Johnny Said “There’s nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment perpetually wearing their ‘discomfort’ like a favorite shirt. I can’t say I’m very please with where my life is just now…but I can’t help but look forward to where it’s going.”
So I think a lot of this new optimistic attitude is thanks to Geimer. Yes people I’m about to get all mushy and sentimental and embarrass him make fun of him if you like hehe. That guy has gotten me through some of the worst times ever. I mean crappy crappy days. He’s talked with me and hasn’t told me how to live my life simply a different perspective and also he lets me figure things out for myself instead of going ‘hey…Kim look duh’ you know he’s taught me a lot too. Yes he has been very good to me…and sure at time it was like OMG what the hell is wrong with you go away (this being the reaction to the are you sure you feel okay) but it’s only cause he care you know. Plus he made the mailman’s life a living hell dragging parcels and packages in for me. So yes Geimer thank you you’re very special. Now my friends I bid thee far well all of you sleep off the sugar high induced by Valentine’s Day candy and then watch good movies. Hehe I watched Romeo and Juliet and Moulin Rouge (both a pair of my favorite movies and both directed by the magnificent Baz Lurman) for my Valentine’s Day treat…aww movies that end in death…gotta love it hehe.
Farewll
~Kim~
P.S. In case you’re wondering the comment box no longer has a counter it’s just a chorus from the Ayumi song I got on a Quiz It said that this song is the most appropriate for me so read and tell me here are the lyrics:
Choosing only the things you like/ isn't irresponsible./If you can't find anything /you like/then why accept the responsibility?/I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept./If it's something you don't need then/compassion is of no use at all./If it's something important then/pain will probably accompany it./Loneliness that you feel together is worse/than a loneliness that you feel/by yourself./No matter what loneliness comes,/no matter what pain you feel,/you mustn't close your eyes to it./Because even if you lose all your/words, even if you say it doesn't matter,/if you stumble/it will be there to help you up./That's what kind of thing it is.
Ah, that promise we made that day./I don't want to keep it by myself./Ah, that far off dream we talked of throughout the night./I don't want to make it come true by myself./I can't tell anyone. I want to tell someone, that/that person is more important to me than anyone else./la la la-/In a nonexistant place/I stand as I am./Please be yourself./That's how I want you to be./la la la-/In a nonexistant place/I stand as I am./Please be yourself./I want you to be that way forever.
(oh and Jonnell watch the swearing in the comment box I had to run damage control in there today heheh)
Farewll
~Kim~
Song of Choice:"Surreal" by Ayumi Hamasaki (Trance Version)
Topic: Nothing much
Days That Have Passed Since I sent Eric's Letter: 2 Weeks and 4 Days
Days Until Spring Break: 58
Ahhh I have an Ayumi layout!! Look look!! She’s so pretty…::sigh:: Okay lol Well welcome to the New layout made Courtesy of Peter himself everyone go to the comment box and praise Peter on his excellent job! look at this place AYUMI is on my website…aww it makes me feel special like you have no idea I mean man wow my site looks good for once I mean it always looked cute but not classy you know this this is perfect! Look at this the fonts all easy to read too not all small and itty bitty. OMG okay Jonnell you’re probably not understanding this but this is my Tairrie B okay I mean wow this girl is the hardest working singer I can think of I mean she has like 10 times as many CDs as Christina and Brittney and she’s there age! Plus she always looks classy and never ever slutty. Her lyrics are amazing I mean Lord! Wow Ayumi! I want to dress like her she’s so cool!! Ahh (okay this is my teen idol ladies and gentlemen I was never into Spear or Christina or Shakira or Thalia but Ayumi hands down yes!)
Okay now why the new layout well 1 year anniversary! Yes I know it’s a month away but let the festival begin ::Initiate happy Bunny dance neo Style:: okay okay now I’ve come a long way in the last year I think. I got past a very traumatizing relationship you know been rejected repeatedly but I’m still here you know I didn’t let the things that went horribly horribly wrong get me you know. I moved to a new place and sure the place sucks but along with the battalion of good friends from Columbus that got me through some of the hard times I got some here to Josh, Jonnell, Joel, Lisette, all very cool people! You know and I got past the dark age of depression and the whole let’s end it all crap I’ve come a ways. To think this website started on a horrible note but look it’s still going strong!
Anyway as Johnny Said “There’s nothing terribly wrong with feeling lost, so long as that feeling precedes some plan on your part to actually do something about it. Too often a person grows complacent with their disillusionment perpetually wearing their ‘discomfort’ like a favorite shirt. I can’t say I’m very please with where my life is just now…but I can’t help but look forward to where it’s going.”
So I think a lot of this new optimistic attitude is thanks to Geimer. Yes people I’m about to get all mushy and sentimental and embarrass him make fun of him if you like hehe. That guy has gotten me through some of the worst times ever. I mean crappy crappy days. He’s talked with me and hasn’t told me how to live my life simply a different perspective and also he lets me figure things out for myself instead of going ‘hey…Kim look duh’ you know he’s taught me a lot too. Yes he has been very good to me…and sure at time it was like OMG what the hell is wrong with you go away (this being the reaction to the are you sure you feel okay) but it’s only cause he care you know. Plus he made the mailman’s life a living hell dragging parcels and packages in for me. So yes Geimer thank you you’re very special. Now my friends I bid thee far well all of you sleep off the sugar high induced by Valentine’s Day candy and then watch good movies. Hehe I watched Romeo and Juliet and Moulin Rouge (both a pair of my favorite movies and both directed by the magnificent Baz Lurman) for my Valentine’s Day treat…aww movies that end in death…gotta love it hehe.
Farewll
~Kim~
P.S. In case you’re wondering the comment box no longer has a counter it’s just a chorus from the Ayumi song I got on a Quiz It said that this song is the most appropriate for me so read and tell me here are the lyrics:
Choosing only the things you like/ isn't irresponsible./If you can't find anything /you like/then why accept the responsibility?/I take only the possibilities that I'm ready to accept./If it's something you don't need then/compassion is of no use at all./If it's something important then/pain will probably accompany it./Loneliness that you feel together is worse/than a loneliness that you feel/by yourself./No matter what loneliness comes,/no matter what pain you feel,/you mustn't close your eyes to it./Because even if you lose all your/words, even if you say it doesn't matter,/if you stumble/it will be there to help you up./That's what kind of thing it is.
Ah, that promise we made that day./I don't want to keep it by myself./Ah, that far off dream we talked of throughout the night./I don't want to make it come true by myself./I can't tell anyone. I want to tell someone, that/that person is more important to me than anyone else./la la la-/In a nonexistant place/I stand as I am./Please be yourself./That's how I want you to be./la la la-/In a nonexistant place/I stand as I am./Please be yourself./I want you to be that way forever.
(oh and Jonnell watch the swearing in the comment box I had to run damage control in there today heheh)
Farewll
~Kim~
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